When I said that I wanted you one day, I meant that I wanted all of you, each and every part, every moment of heartbreak and every second of bliss.
When I said that I wanted you , it meant that I wanted you there kissing me senseless at midnight or at our famous 4 a.m.I wanted you there pulling me closer to your lucid dreams at 2:00 a.m.I always wanted to be the fanciful reality that you wake up to.That time I was not just after the happy ending, but the journey of a thousand steps that have brought us there, to most of our moments.When I said that I wanted you it meant that I wanted the tears that came with loving you, because the truth is, you are the only one to make me cry.and I cried and I still cry sometimesAnd, while it should seem a bitter reality, there was a tender meaning to my tears; they helped me understand what I am feeling and why I was feeling that.Watching how you make me cry, helped me realize the place you occupy in my heart.I wanted to see all of you, every single part that seemed insignificant to others.When I said that I wanted you it meant that I might be the one to nurse you with kisses, cool compresses, and homemade food.Not because I needed to take care of someone, but simply because you’re the one who I wanted to take care of.When I said that I wanted you it meant that I wanted to see you push past your boundaries and fight your inner battles.I wanted to see you make the wrong choices, I wanted you to push me to my edge when I chose to run away
When I said I wanted you it was not because of a fairytale but because of a fate more real than either of us have known.It’s wanting to wait up for you, not because I was suspicious or jealous, but simply because I was empty without you. ( I was jealous)
When I said I wanted you it means that I wanted to argue with you.lol ahahahahahahI never wanted you to take it easy on me and I never wanted us to bite our tongues and hold back the things that we were longing to say either and we said it all
When I said that I wanted you it meant that I wanted to see all those parts of you that you thought are your weaknesses because, in reality, it’s those parts that I love the most.When I said that I wanted you it isn’t because you are my muse! although you are ! it is because, in learning who you were, I also learned who I am.Not because I needed you to define me, but because I needed your presence to un-define everything I thought that I was. 😉
When I said that I wanted you, it was the desire to share in the crazy chaos of life together. the events and get-togethers, the tiredness after a long day, because the best ending was always coming to you.When I said that I wanted you it was not because I had this life mapped out precisely as I wanted it to be, but rather as long as your steps were beside mine, anything was possible.I don’t know what tomorrow may hold, but I do know that you are the reality that I would choose day after day.When I say that I wanted you, it meant that I did not want to see you go…